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A Christian OnlyFans star has claimed she does porn because it is 'God's message'.
The 35-year-old adult content creator has confessed the reason why she believes her religion aligns with her particular line of work.
The woman has even gone as far as to say she feels more connected than ever to her faith after the drastic career change.
Courtney Tillia has made the bold claim that, ever since joining OnlyFans, she feels closer than she ever has before to God.
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The star first switched careers seven years ago and has since stated that she believes the Almighty God put her on earth with a goal to help 'liberate' women from sexual shame.
Speaking to the Daily Star over the weekend (23 April), Courtney revealed: "God’s message has been abundantly clear: I’m here to be a porn star. This is my way of serving.”
Before signing up to the platform, the mom-of-four was a high school teacher but started itching for a new profession after feeling that her life path lacked 'purpose' which, in turn, had a detrimental effect on her spiritual well being.
The Los Angeles resident explained: "Before I left teaching, I felt super disconnected from myself and also God.
"I didn’t know what my life’s purpose was or how I was meant to help others."
Courtney quit teaching back in 2016 and hasn't looked back since.
While admitting she was slightly apprehensive, at first, to get going with it, the woman was revealed she was able to power through with the support of her husband, Nick.
Her initial anxiety over the career change, according to Courtney, was a result of her disciplined Christian upbringing which she has since pointed to as the source of her guilt.
"I had so much sexual shame of my own at first. I remember being at a photoshoot that had several porn stars, and I was so triggered," she told the outlet.
"I could feel the judgments that society and religion had instilled in me and I was very aware of it."
The OnlyFans star claimed: "That part of me felt like their sexual choices and expression were wrong and immoral. I even felt wrong by the association in that moment - but that didn’t feel like God telling me to feel that way."
Courtney's new-found calling was instantly successful with many subscribers praising her for helping them rid their own shame attached to sex leading the woman to believe that her work was part of God's greater plan.
She said: "I now reject any teaching or institutions that depicts God as an entity to be feared or to be judged by.
"God is loving, not fearful; and accepting, not judgmental."
The woman went on to declare that people are 'not meant to suppress or deny things like our pleasure and sexual expression'.
Instead, she claims, individuals should 'enjoy and embody them full' just as 'God intended'.
